Tuesday, March 24, 2009

nausea and hormones

so i am seven weeks today. it doesn't feel like i am pregnant but just enough nausea and hormones to make me feel unsettled, distracted and worried. also part of my worry is keeping it secret at work still. i guess i don't know how much sympathy i want yet. how much of my being distracted is just me being lazy and how much is the hormones. i worry about so much and then i am just exhausted and cranky at night. part of me just wants to bust out crying right now but i can't.